Xmas time.

Christmas is now over.  I think my lesson from this Christmas is that I am way too old to be enjoying it the way I used to.  Or maybe I want too much.  Probably the latter.

A Nikon D40.  An HDTV.  Cheap Monday Jeans.  A new Xbox 360 to replace my broken one.  My tastes have definitely increased in price value since I was a kid.  It's ok.  The camera is first and foremost.

With this new coming year, my age is probably the main thing that is on my mind.  I am turning 20 in February.  It seems so old.  I feel like a kid still.  Not a kid that can't fend for himself or has to have their hand held through everything, but a kid that still likes cartoons, pop-punk, and candy.  I am scared of growing up and I am terrified at how close it really is until I can buy alcohol, rent a car, and start a family.

Hurray for being young though.  Let me enjoy it while it lasts.