Ninja style up in this mug...

The last few days, I have found myself a million times more irritable than ever before.  I think it is because I am really trying to grow up.  I am tired of dicking around with everyone pretending that everything is awesome because we are young.  Yeah, we are young.  Yeah, we are trying to enjoy ourselves, but at the same time, we have to be able to consider our future.  The future is not too far away and if we want our futures to look bright, we have to take care of our shit now.  Who knows what you will or won't be capable of 6 months from now.  Make sure you stay consistent in your life and understand what you need keep as a good part of your personality.

Im really am trying to acquire a new stance on life with optimism and confidence.  I think those two qualities are the most important to have when it comes to growing up.  You can't go into life thinking that it is just going to fuck you over.  People get unlucky, good people get punished for making mistakes.  Things will work out for you, you just have to believe that they will.  Do not let the fear hold you back from what you really want.  You can't be complacent and just believe that things will fall into your lap because they won't.  Confidence and optimism.  Optimism and confidence.  Confidence but not cocky.  Optimistic but not oblivious.  I think that was perfect way to explain what one has to believe in to succeed in life.

Seriously though, I really do believe that this is my year to do damage.  I really am looking to take initiative in all aspects of life.  I gotta ninja style this year.  Everything will fall into my lap.  All I need to do is make the Rube Goldberg that will roll it this way.

Things to explain in my next entry:

Ninja Style.

Growing up.

Making up metaphors.